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Sunday 20th November 2005

Today we did go to the church thing again. A****** managed about twenty minutes before he started screaming again, just as the priest had started his sermon. I took A****** out in his pram and we went for a walk for the next forty minutes (A****** fell asleep after about five minutes of this). M**** said I shouldn't use the word 'weird' in describing what I see occuring at the 'Our Lady Of Lourdes Catholic Church', to give it its full name. Link here. I say I can call whatever I want weird, and it's not a derogatory term. Plus, it's my web-site, so I can say what I want. Anyway, upon returning to the church, I stood around outside for a bit with A******, waiting for M****. The young priest person came out, wished me 'good morning', and I did the same. He then stood around, seeing everyone out, wishing them 'good morning', having a chat with a few of them, that kind of thing. They're certainly a friendly bunch, but I can never understand why you would ask your creator forgiveness - that is very weird (or should I say, 'alien'?!). God must be there, kind of going, "Erm . . . no, it's okay. You didn't sin. I programmed it all in. You are incapable of doing anything outside of my will." Crazy. Perhaps the problem is that this 'will' I speak of is completely outside of human comprehension. Maybe it's an attempt to rationalise our actions. Yeah, so erm . . . someone asked me why I go along to these things . . . I look after A******, and take him away when his protestations start to drown out the words of the priest. I think that's why.